My sad love story – Pooja

12 th ke exams khatam ho chuke the  , sab kuch ekdum perfect chal raha tha 12 th board  paas out with 72% khushi ka to maano koi thikana hi na ho …..aage engg kerna thha city ke best n best colg may papa nay admission karaya …clg ka first day sub kuch naya or behad khubsurat maano zannat may hun  …clg may almost her ladke ki nazar may mai hi hoti thi , good loking jo hun ( hahaha ha ) may be….. loga ko aisa lagta hai , her ladka mujhse baat kerna caahta tha per ek ladka tha jo mujhe accha lagta tha Himanshu dikhne may kuch khaash nai tha per fir bhi mujhe accha lagta tha ….attitude may baat thi bande ki …..jub bhi dekhti dil may gjittar si bajne lagti thi …lekin baat karne ki himmat nai hoti thhi ..per kaise bhi dosto ke through dosti to ho hi gai .. ab humaari almost din bhar baatey hone lagi …..pasand na pasand etc etc etc ….pata nai kab ek dusre ki aadat si ho gai or finally usne mujhe valentine day may prapose kiya or maine ussey turant ha bol diya ….lr relationship mast flow may chalne laga ek duste ki khoob care karne lage  …    per sayad god ko kuch or hi manzoor tha …mai or wo ek dusre ko jaan se bhi jaada caahne lage …or ek din wo manhush din aaya jisne meri puri life badal di……..mai collage may thi ..important lectures the  “hum dono nay movie plan kiya tha ” per mai lectures bunk nai ker sakti thi thats y  wo apne hostle wapas  jaa rahe the or uske baad jo hua wo mai kabhi nai bhul sakti ..uuna accident hua mai clg may thi jaise hi pata chala turant hospital pahunchi ..or wha pata chal ke he is no more ……mai chupwahi khaadi rahi samajh hi nai aa raha tha kya hua kab hua kaise hua maano jaaise pairo ki zamin khishak si gai ho aankho se aanshu to rukne ka naam hi nai le ……maine unhe aadhe ghante pehle to dekha tha ..wo to bht khush the mujhe keh rahe the ke shaam ko movie chalenge or bhi bht kuch to achanak ye sab kaise ho gaya bhagwaan ji se dil may ek hi sawal the  ” aakhir kyu …….?” per ab to sab kuch ho chuka tha or merAy jivan to maano khtam ho gaya tha ….rote bmhue hostle pahunchi khud ko ek kamre  may pure 2 dino tak band karke bus roti hi rahi or rou bhi kyu na mera hasne ka bahana hi to muujhe rula gaya ab mai ander se toot si gai thi her jagah bus wahi wahi or bus wahi dikhte the ….jaise bhi karke ek mahine nikal gaye or himanshu ki baate yaad aane lagi ke tum meray bacche ho hate hue hi ache lagte ho …maine to kasam khaai hai jub tak jiyungi bus unke liye hi jiyungi .. ab bhi wo meray saath hai kyuki ye sab jub hua tha tab mai pregnent thi aaj meray paas unka beta  i am a single mom ….meray jine ki wajah hai …mera beta  1 st standard may hai or maine shaadi nai ki becoze mai aaj bhi unse utna hi pyaar karti hun jitna 06 saal pehleh